Emmanuel Nigel: "Today It's My 34th Birthday, But My Heart is Grumpy."

By Emmanuel Nigel

Piemonte House

Date: Friday, April 5th, 2024

I'm relatively humbled by the love, care, and wishes on my 34th birthday today Friday, April 5th, 2024. Thursday, April 5th, 1990 presented me to the world but looking back at my life, I am relatively grateful for the little good things that I have got. "Today It's My 34th Birthday, But My Heart is Grumpy." I am living and probably I will still live I am grumpy how I wish I shouldn't be grumpy anymore from now on. "Life carries a lot of difficult experiences with very little joy and happiness Life is so irritating." Life is very hard and it has been hard for me and life is certainly worthless I hate it. It's hard for me to recognize its worthiness.

For all the mistakes and imperfections that I could have made, I want to supplicate the Lord God to be merciful. I pray for God's forgiveness and I pray for a decent life, grace, mercy, love, protection, favour, humility, simplicity, and good health. I pray for peace and love as I live my life and to write and speak for what I feel is right and educative. I have nothing to celebrate but my birthday wish is to see a beautiful life lived in simplicity and humility. There are great miseries in life, but I hope to overcome the miseries and draw mercy and glory from the Lord God.

"As I continue to live if the Lord God wishes, anything for the good of humanity, I will give whole my strength, knowledge, and wisdom. Lord God, I pray for the grace to always live a decent life. 34 years has been lived with misery let the remaining years to be lived gather some elation in my life." Let my heart and mind accept Your words. Keeping Your precepts as I shall live. Obtain for me wisdom, obtain for me prudence, and obtain for me love. My Lord God may You neither forget nor turn away from my life and I look at Christ's Holy Life.

"I don't desire to live for so many years, but I desire to live an exquisite life a decent one before I leave the world."